girl and raining

It was raining
when i stood under a tree
my black attire soaked
cool hugged my body
sadness and loneliness
were my faithful company
where can i seek for a happiness?

the rain poured heavily
i still there
watching for an angel to come
was there really a true angel?
nobody know
so do I
if there were one
could I asked them
for shine
so i could finished my journey

the rain was ended
it was the time
to complete my search
searched for a happiness
and true love
frankly i said
i felt jealous
for them
who already had their happiness

i just only had one request
please
taking care of your happiness
because
it need just
a dark shadow
to destroy it forever

p/s: this is my first poem
huhu